comminuted: (bound up by lies)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-05-25 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. [Again, Conor nods his agreement. It's hard to tell people about his family because they always want him to feel more than he does - Lucifer's response comes as a relief.

Conor quite likes talking to Lucifer, in fact.]


There's a lot missing. It's like... I'm still the same thing as everyone else, but I'm not like them anymore.

[He's aiming for a bonding thing here, Lucifer vs other angels + Conor vs other humans. He's just too emotionally cautious to be direct about it.]
sirenaic: (hj094)

[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-05-25 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
(( A lot missing. Conor's memories, yes. Maybe some bit of what people would call his humanity? Only a very little, perhaps. He certainly isn't a monster, not now. Not by his own accord. He's been through something probably no other human can truly understand because they will never go through it. Still human, but changed, different. ))

Maybe we're not very different, little prince.
comminuted: (and wake you up)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-05-25 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Conor's smile is always subtle, never wide enough to show his teeth or crease his cheeks, but the change in his eyes is unmistakable.]

I'm glad.
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-05-25 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
(( Nice. That kind of smile, however small or subtle, suits him far better than anything Lucifer saw him sporting while under the cult's influence. ))

Shall we call ourselves friends, then?
comminuted: (Default)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-05-25 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure. I've got a lot of professionals and specialists and stuff right now... I could use more friends.

[Though when he really thinks about it, his number of potential friends is getting pretty high. He's sure his wariness with some of the hotel residents will diminish with time, and until then he's also got Lucas and Dae-hyun.

(If there's a little something extra in Conor's smile for the barest flicker of a moment, it's because of that last bit.)]
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-05-27 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Let me tell you a secret.

(( And just to be a little extra about it, Lucifer looks around suspiciously before leaning in and lifting his hand to cup one side of his mouth as he whispers: ))

You can never have enough friends.
comminuted: (the dissonance of ego)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-05-31 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[That little puff of air exhaled through his nose might have been a laugh. Maybe.]

How do you decide who to trust? I don't think I'm very good at that yet.
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-05 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I... May not be the best person to offer advice on that. I don't know if you noticed, I've been betrayed a lot.
comminuted: (beauty in chaos)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-05 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
That isn't your fault.

[Conor shoots his response back so quickly that it almost sounds sharp compared to his usual tone.]

If bad people keep finding you, the only other option is to be alone forever and no one can survive that.
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-06 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
(( Huh. It must be something about people with that specific face... They seem to be able to take him off-guard. Lucifer blinks, then smiles a muted smile. ))

I'm bad people, remember?
comminuted: (you'll be bewitched)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-06 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Then are you just being nice to me so you can hurt me or use me later?

[Conor doesn't think so, but he tilts his head to indicate that it's not a rhetorical question.]
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-06 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
(( Cue the lifting of a brow. ))

Would a bad person admit to that plan?

(( Then, that almost gentle looks returns to his face. ))

I'm not alone, you know. It's just that no one ever hears about my companion because I won't let anyone speak ill of him.

(( The softness remains, but something grows sharper by degrees as he looks at Conor. ))

You look a lot like him. Maybe that's why I'm soft on you.
comminuted: (and wake you up)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-06 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Oddly enough, Conor's just as pleased to hear that he looks like someone special to Lucifer as he was to discover that he and Lucifer are somewhat alike. He's just thrilled to find any connections after having so many severed by his experience with the cult.]

That's okay. It's a good enough reason for me. Will you tell me about him if I promise not to say anything insulting?
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-06 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
He's funny. He's always been able to make me laugh.

(( That was probably important in the early days after Lucifer created Hell and took himself and his ejection from Heaven far too seriously. ))
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[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-06 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
You said his face looks like mine... does he have white hair too? [Another oddity that Conor's rarely been able to share with anyone - he's not fully albino, but melanin was the first to abandon this boy.]
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-07 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Not naturally, no. His hair is dark. Not black like mine, but a warmer sort of reddish brown. Want to see a picture?
comminuted: (lose all your other thoughts)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-07 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Conor nods, more visibly eager than usual, and leans in toward Lucifer.]
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-07 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
(( He takes his phone and takes a few seconds to scroll through a lot of photos for... Yes, that one, then holds it over to Conor. ))

His name is Wolf.
comminuted: (and wake you up)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-07 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Conor's gaze is fixed intently on the picture for a very long time. He tilts his head, eyes darting around to examine specific features, and a smile slowly starts to tug at his lips.]

Do I look like him? He's pretty.
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[personal profile] sirenaic 2025-06-07 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
(( That smile is sweet. And when he hears the reason why, Lucifer can't push down the Proud Papa feelings. He raised Wolf, after all! ))

You could be twins.
comminuted: (locked in illusions)

[personal profile] comminuted 2025-06-07 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[... oh. Well, Conor definitely looks more like Wolf with the rush of colour that floods his pale face.

How he's changed from the coldly arrogant boy who flounced around Set's compound and loved teasing people with his delicate good looks, and most likely came on to Lucifer at least once in a state that wouldn't allow him to remember the next day.]