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λ¬Έν•˜μœ€ πš–πš˜πš˜πš— πš‘πšŠπš’πšžπš— ([personal profile] detricote) wrote in [community profile] unknownballad 2024-11-10 02:41 am (UTC)

Hayun is a little nervous as it is and making light of his half asked question would probably only make it worse. A small part of him would understand because he's sure he sounds absolutely ridiculous, but the rest of him would just feel all the more nervous for it. It would just remind him of how inexperienced he is, especially compared to someone so much older than him like Yohan.

Reaching out to take Yohan's hand, he pads along behind him toward the bedroom. He feels like his heart is beating faster with every step. Last night, this was just a place where he could curl up next to Yohan and fall asleep while being comforted by his presence. Tonight, it's the place where he's going to lose his virginity. That's a significant shift.

"Preparation," he repeats with an absent nod of his head. Of course preparation is necessary. That makes sense. But what kind of- Oh. "Your fingers to o- ...okay." Yohan is being very straightforward and almost clinical with his answers. Hayun likes that he's doing that, that there's no beating around the bush or trying to sugarcoat it in any way. Hayun doesn't need sugarcoating right now. He needs proper explanations. He exhales slowly and nods his head again. "Okay."

With them having gotten into the bedroom, Hayun gently tugs his hand free of Yohan's grasp and makes a circle with his thumb and forefinger (roughly about how big around he estimates Yohan's cock to be). With his other hand, he starts to put his fingers, one at a time, into the hole. Trying to figure out (and thus, prepare himself) for how many fingers to might take to open him up enough for someone Yohan's size.

"...not all at once, right?"

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