"I-I just..." He can't. There's no world where Subin could even presume to know what Ruvin wants. What lamb can fathom the mind of the wolf? And yet he has to try something. He's desperate. He doesn't want to be taken by the vampire because he's sure that he'll never come back from it. Subin is panicking. Though he can never even begin to imagine what the monster might want, especially from him, he wants to try to convince the monster that he's useless. Not just to him but in general. He's not good for anything or at anything except for music. There are others better suited for whatever it is that Ruvin wants him for. There has to be.

But what happens to him if he does convince Ruvin he isn't worth it? Does he really just get to move on with his life? Could he, even if he was given the opportunity?

Subin's damp eyes widen considerably and he tries to pull his wrist free from Ruvin vise-like grip. Nothing happens, of course. Subin's rather weak even by human standards. Against a vampire? He may well be doing nothing at all.

"Wait, no! No, I didn't-" He did. Though there was some truth to what he said, it was truth twisted into a lie. His family will eventually start to find it strange that they haven't heard from him in a while and they might search for him, but that wouldn't be any time soon. Just as likely is the chance that they'll notice he hasn't been around for a while and they'll simply think he's off living his life.

"...what's going to happen to me...?"