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(( Set has to stay somewhere but that somewhere can't be here. For the safety and well-being of everyone at the hotel and maybe a little for Set's. Emmanuel can't be the only one struggling with forgiveness. He keeps reminding himself this is for Osiris. No matter what, he has no hate in his heart and he wouldn't appreciate his brother being treated with undue cruelty.

Emmanuel puts his bag in the backseat (mostly so he doesn't have to open the trunk and lose sight of Set for even a second) then climbs in the front. The radio comes on, some local station with the volume low. It's mostly just background noise for him, so the content of the music doesn't matter much.

But before he puts it in gear to take Set away, he pulls his phone out of his pocket and holds it out to him. ))

Put your number in there if you have one. I'll let the relevant people know you're here and they can reach out to you if and when they're ready.

[Tongue wedged into his cheek, Set turns his gaze sulkily out the window.]

I don't have a phone.

[He doesn't have a single earthly belonging aside from the clothes on his back, in fact. When he's at the brothel, everything he needs to perform his work is provided for him, but he doesn't actually own any of it.]

They'll have to call me at the hotel.

That's fine.

(( Maybe better since he won't have to play go-between for any communications that aren't face-to-face. No one can accuse him of withholding information this way. He tucks his phone back into his blazer pocket and they set off onto the road.

They're a mile or two down the road before Emmanuel speaks again. ))

If you do or say anything that causes Osiris or Horus any undue stress, I won't hesitate to put another bullet in your skull. That's your only warning.

[Ah, there it is. Set actually finds he's able to relax a bit now that the threat (let's be honest, the promise) is out in the open. Another thing he absolutely doesn't dare say aloud: under different circumstances, Set thinks he could've gotten along with Emmanuel.]

That sounds fair to me. Admirable restraint, honestly. [Though he admits, with a sigh:] I doubt I can see Horus at all without bringing on undue stress. I might just have to write him a letter.

It is admirable, thank you for noticing.

(( No, no, Emmanuel. Calm the attitude. Set's not a monster you're hunting anymore. You have to give him a chance. It's up to the others if they do, too. But... he is still someone who very much hurt people who are near and dear to the priest. ))

And you really think seeing Osiris is person is going to be somehow less damaging? I've dealt with all kinds of creatures in my life and you truly deserve the title of monster after what you've done to them.

[Just gotta make him really brood over all this shit, huh, Emmanuel? Won't let him just stumble into any part of this situation with the excuse that he acted without thinking it through?

Emmanuel may not notice since he's got to pay attention to the road, but Set really does look troubled as he considers his answer.]

Osiris... he's always held out hope for me. For the longest time I told myself that it was unfair for him to put conditions on his acceptance of who I was, family should just love each other no matter what, but - I don't even understand how I rationalized that to myself anymore. I fucking killed him. Brutally.

[There's a slight tremor in Set's voice now. He can't get rid of it, no matter how roughly he clears his throat.]

It's because I've been such a fucking monster that I want him to know... that I understand now. Why I had to earn it. Why I never did. How I just made things worse any time I did anything. After so many centuries and millennia, I just hope it'll ease his mind enough to make up for the shock of seeing me.

(( Yes. All of this needs to haunt him at 3am. It needs to make him wake in cold sweats and regret his life choices. In millennia, he should still feel embarrassed and guilty about it.

That Osiris doesn't hate Set is a testament to his (Osiris's) good heart. Emmanuel can't imagine a more unworthy brother than Set, though. ))

How long has it been? Since you killed him, dismembered him, and scattered his parts to the four corners of the world? I'd say you need about that much time before you even consider showing your face in front of him again since... the last time.

(( He inhales deeply, then lets it out. It's not his place to decide. ))

"Actions speak louder than words" is a saying we humans have. You may be sane and regretful now, but what about next week? Next year? Next century? How long are you going to make him hold his breath wondering when you'll lose your mind and hurt him or Horus again?

[The last time.

Now Set's out of arguments. There's no defense for that.]

If he agrees with you, I'll go and I'll stay away. Forever.

(( If it were up to Emmanuel... But it's not. It really isn't his decision to make at all. So... As he turns off the road into a smaller chain hotel parking lot, he glances over at Set. ))

I'll tell him where you are and how to reach you. Anything going forward is up to him. Do not come back to our hotel without his express invitation. (( Or you'll end up with a bullet in your brain again goes unspoken. )) Is that clear?

... or you'll shoot me in the head. Got it.

[If he sounds flippant, it isn't intentional. His body is as human as human can be right now and getting another body if this one dies would be fully at the mercy of the Duat crowd. He doesn't need to be dying at this moment in time.]

Father Yoon - I've got something to say to you, too, if you'll hear me out.

(( The car glides into one of the empty parking spaces and Emmanuel turns it off and unbuckles before turning in his seat to look at Set. His face is a mask of severity, eyes still blazing despite the favor he's about to do for this person who hurt his loved ones so much. ))

Go ahead. I'm listening.

[Here goes nothing...]

None of what I did to you was - necessary, excusable, rational? Take your pick. And looking back on it is basically the opposite of gratifying. I really was just an unhinged, violent nutcase terrorizing you for things that didn't have anything to do with you.

There's no way this is enough to make up for any of it, I know, but I am sorry. And I'm glad you survived.

(( Emmanuel's silent for a moment, contemplating Set. No, scrutinizing him. Looking for any tell, any sign that any of this isn't genuine, that it's some sort of game or plot. ))

It's a start.

(( That said, he turns to get our of the car so they can get Set all squared away with a room at this hotel. It's a mid-range chain hotel, nothing as luxurious as the one Osiris and Isis now own and Sobek's... person bankrolls. But, as promised, it's clean, secure, and has hot water. Once Set gets out, Emmanuel looks at him from over the roof of the car, then adds: ))

Don't forget I'm human. You won't have as much time to prove yourself to me.

I sincerely doubt I'll return to this dimension again during your lifetime, but I'll do what I can.

[Not because he won't want to come back, but because - well, he's someone else's property now. He can only make the "important reunion and reckoning with family" plea once - is asking for the time off just to visit likely to go over as well? Set doubts it.

That's all he says before following Emmanuel into the hotel, though.]

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