[Siwan isn't the only one who's found a new level of comfort and relaxation over the past week. It may be harder to notice in Seb because he's got such a flawless front-facing act for any situation that might arise, but he starts to speak more honestly instead of considering the exact right response to make Siwan think better of him. His almost manic excitement at being in Siwan's company mellows into fond contentment, and he develops the ability to lie in Siwan's arms and drink up their soothing warmth without going straight to arousal.
Sometimes, anyway. There's still plenty of arousal to go around. They've been skirting the edge of actual penetrative sex all week and Seb's not exactly pent up because of it, not when they've been so active otherwise, but it gets more powerful as a fantasy every time it doesn't happen.
He's considering whether he should bring it up when Siwan makes a much, much better offer, one that leaves Seb feeling like his heart could explode from happiness. Every other month... that means he's finally become a firm part of Siwan's future plans. He really does have a place in Siwan's life. It's enough to make him hide his face against Siwan's chest for a moment because he has to compose himself before answering.
Propped up on an elbow, he brushes Siwan's hair away from his forehead and says, with a beaming smile:] You could take me anywhere and I'd be down for the trip, so this? Yeah, there's no way I'd ever turn it down. This is like the pharaoh life.
[He adores Siwan, yes, but he's also more than a little bit dazzled by his wealth. After all, he was a river god, not a prince or king - fineries are one thing, but the full package is quite another.]
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Sometimes, anyway. There's still plenty of arousal to go around. They've been skirting the edge of actual penetrative sex all week and Seb's not exactly pent up because of it, not when they've been so active otherwise, but it gets more powerful as a fantasy every time it doesn't happen.
He's considering whether he should bring it up when Siwan makes a much, much better offer, one that leaves Seb feeling like his heart could explode from happiness. Every other month... that means he's finally become a firm part of Siwan's future plans. He really does have a place in Siwan's life. It's enough to make him hide his face against Siwan's chest for a moment because he has to compose himself before answering.
Propped up on an elbow, he brushes Siwan's hair away from his forehead and says, with a beaming smile:] You could take me anywhere and I'd be down for the trip, so this? Yeah, there's no way I'd ever turn it down. This is like the pharaoh life.
[He adores Siwan, yes, but he's also more than a little bit dazzled by his wealth. After all, he was a river god, not a prince or king - fineries are one thing, but the full package is quite another.]