I know, I'd never think that was something you wanted, but... it's still weird, y'know? We're so different, and Dad is -
[How does he say this without sounding fully deranged like Set? Because it's not jealousy or even envy that Horus feels toward his father, despite the insecurity that's currently eating him alive.]
- I don't know, he's probably better suited to. To this whole. Kinda thing. [Ugh, get it together, Horus! He hasn't even said anything about his own feelings, what is he doing? Emmanuel's gonna think Horus hates him or just wanted to fuck him all along!
It's the threat of that last one that finally gets Horus talking again.]
But... I hope you know it's not just. Not just a physical thing for me either. [And at last, he manages to look over at Emmanuel.]
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[How does he say this without sounding fully deranged like Set? Because it's not jealousy or even envy that Horus feels toward his father, despite the insecurity that's currently eating him alive.]
- I don't know, he's probably better suited to. To this whole. Kinda thing. [Ugh, get it together, Horus! He hasn't even said anything about his own feelings, what is he doing? Emmanuel's gonna think Horus hates him or just wanted to fuck him all along!
It's the threat of that last one that finally gets Horus talking again.]
But... I hope you know it's not just. Not just a physical thing for me either. [And at last, he manages to look over at Emmanuel.]