This feels like a trap. He feels like he's getting swept up in the charm and the allure that is Seung. The cheesy lines that sound so smooth coming from him. The way he smiles. The way he moves. The cadence of his voice. Jay's getting taken in by it all again, but it won't get him this time. He's watching for the trip wires and the bear traps under the leaves. And if he does make a misstep and get caught, he'll gnaw off his own leg to get free this time. He can't let the potential trap that is Seung break him again.
And yet he smiles like this is, at best, a very distant thought. He dances with Seung and lets everything else fade to the background. He lets himself feel like the main character in some ridiculous, cookie cutter romcom (Is this the start of their happy ending? Is this their last happy moment before the main conflict of the movie starts?) with the lights and the music and the people watching, or trying not to watch. All of these elements coming together to make an absolutely magical evening. It feels like it would be a waste of all this if he didn't let Seung dip him.
If not for their rocky history, this would be perfect. No, fuck it. It is perfect.
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This feels like a trap. He feels like he's getting swept up in the charm and the allure that is Seung. The cheesy lines that sound so smooth coming from him. The way he smiles. The way he moves. The cadence of his voice. Jay's getting taken in by it all again, but it won't get him this time. He's watching for the trip wires and the bear traps under the leaves. And if he does make a misstep and get caught, he'll gnaw off his own leg to get free this time. He can't let the potential trap that is Seung break him again.
And yet he smiles like this is, at best, a very distant thought. He dances with Seung and lets everything else fade to the background. He lets himself feel like the main character in some ridiculous, cookie cutter romcom (Is this the start of their happy ending? Is this their last happy moment before the main conflict of the movie starts?) with the lights and the music and the people watching, or trying not to watch. All of these elements coming together to make an absolutely magical evening. It feels like it would be a waste of all this if he didn't let Seung dip him.
If not for their rocky history, this would be perfect. No, fuck it. It is perfect.