The lack of physical intimacy from Yohan has been one of the hardest parts about going away to college. He never could've imagined how much he'd crave the older man's body against his. He never had to imagine, because he'd never been without. They've had almost total access to each other ever since they started getting physical but not any longer. Hayun spends most of the year on the other side of the globe. Very limited access.

Hayun looks down as Yohan's hand disappears beneath his skirt. There's always been something incredibly sexy about Yohan's hands under his clothes. It gives the illusion of something happening in secret, something hidden from even his own view. It's exciting and feels a little naughty while also being rather safe and secure. Despite feeling the entire journey of Yohan's hand beneath his skirt, those teasing fingers seem to take him by surprise as does his own soft whimper.

"No one would know except for you," he manages once he finds his voice again.