Yohan may see it as 'slightly' but Hayun sees it as a rather significant shift. From friends to boyfriends. Hayun was just some kid who followed Yohan around (at least that's how he felt much of the time) and now he's Yohan's partner. Even if he's not sure he'll ever truly see himself as a partner to someone like Yohan. Even if that's exactly what they are to each other now, it doesn't feel like the right word to describe them.

Of course Hayun is nervous. He's facing down losing his virginity to Yohan. He was sure he would happen someday, though he assumed that it would be with someone equally as inexperienced as him. Is it better that it's with someone who knows more about what he's doing? It'll be better because it's not someone who's fumbling around and trying to figure things out right alongside him, right? He knows it'll be better because it's with someone he cares about but the rest, he's not so sure of.

"I know... where it goes." His eyes drop back to his hand beneath Yohan's robe so there's little mistaking what he means by 'it'. And that's about the extent of his knowledge. Which he's a little embarrassed about, honestly. He feels like he should know more. Even if he's never done any of it before, he feels like he should know more about the particulars of being with another man as opposed to the very vague 'tab A, slot B' of it.